salam

setiap kali update post setelah berkurun lama xupdate sure aku x tau nak mula ngan ayat ape..hhehe so bagilah salam dulu,Urm..i'm already on leave right now..yes FYI aku tgh menunggu hari to deliver beloved baby boy,which expected to be due on 22nd december 2009..but i couldnt wait till going into labor baru nak start leave..why?
1- Workload yg sgt stressful di ward..u have and expected to work and of course walk here and there yg mana aku xlarat dah..even people and collegue also advise u to just stay and they'll help as much as they can but when u are around u cant just see people do the job for u..especially when ur superior assigned ngam2 jer org utk keje time tu,smua org pon ada keje masing2 utk di settle kan..right?so u cant expect them to help u lebih2..thats why eventhough i know im not supposed to do certain thing eg:pushing beds..i still do it..but of course pelan2 lah..and sure u know ur limit..kalo rasa x tahan i just duduk rehat jap..thats the 1st thing why im already on leave.
2- Aku x larat drive..sgt lah menyenakkan perut dan dada ketika berada di dlm kereta..nak pulak tuh i used to travel back and to kl from shah alam..bayangkan kalo tetibe jalan jem plak tuh,,..x terberanak di buatnye..eventhough last few weeks nih husband yang hantar dan fetch from work..tp kesian gak kat dia nak lari utk amik aku..so the best thing cuti and rehat kat umah
3- Im finishing my annual leaves..which cant b carried forward to next year..tu jugak sebab why im now on vacation at home..(well..it cant be other place right now..)

There is another thing..even the due date will falls on 22nd december..but im expecting my baby weeks earlier which will be on 10th december 2009..and why im precisely sure bout the labor?coz im going for caesarian section..huhu..anyway thats the best for me and baby..he is still in persistently BREECH position..aka songsang..memang dari awal smpai lah nak end of the journey nih my baby havent turn his position at all..he only moves his legs and arms actively but not his position..i think he loves to hear mummy's heart sound..and be as nearest as he could to mummy's heart so much till he refuse to move away from it..hurm..i've tried several things to turn him but it just doesnt work..i've read some exercise from internet which can turn breech baby to normal position..urut..(x berani nak wat lebih2..ever since linda told me bout the aborted baby with hematoma on head and butt story time student dulu)minum air selusuh..and the rest just doa and talk to the baby..and now my obstetrician has given me and husband the date..which will be next week..i've signed the consent form..just doa dan tawakal..manelah tau ada miracle plak kan..but im not hoping much..so far mentally prepared..i just want the baby to be sihat and selamat..and hope that all friends and families will pray for the best for both baby and me..

Since we already know the date..(unless i turn into labor earlier lah kan..and its gonna be emergency LSCS..)mummy's hospital bag dah bertambah isinya..yelah kalo dulu prepare utk normal delivery paling2 stay kat hospital 2 hari..kalo xde problemlah kan..but skang it is going to be double..and probably more..so ive changed the bag to a bigger bag coz isi pun dah bertambah..yelah baju yg dulu prepare 2 helai dah jadi lebih..anyway i dont think i should bring byk sgt mcm nak g vacation plak..kalo x cukup,just ask hubby to bring from home lah..ape susah sgt.
Dalam menunggu hari ni actually ade lagi stuff yg blum beli..just thinking of final shopping this sunday..
1-diaper for baby
2- nursing bras
3- maternity panties..why i still need this? coz according to org yg berpengalaman ada wound LSCS..this type of panties will prevent from irritation to the wound site compare to normal panties..yelah maternity type panties tu kan high cutting sket..
4- Formula milk..i will definetely breast feed my baby..insyaallah..but mane lah tau the 1st few days tu xde BM lg..kotlah aku nak biarkan anak ku kelaparan..tp brand ape yg bagus yek.?
5- Bottle brush,EBM container and baby liquid dish washer..
6- baby wrapper..

Well till next post which probably after my delivery..aku ingin memohon maaf dan mintak halal segala makan minum dari semua yg baca post nih..doakan me and baby selamat dan sihat..mudah2an..amin...